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[condonation]

farrah

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[ludomania]

Farrah, tell me the name. I'll take care of it.

[condonation]

... How are you planning to "take care of it"?

[ludomania]

We don't have to talk about it.

[condonation]

You are not to harm anyone on my behalf.

[ludomania]

Listen to me, Fee, you don't understand how this place operates. I've been here for almost a year.

( voice )

[bloodflows]

Hey. You're uh, how're you doing?

With everything bad happening all at once here.

[condonation]

Well.

[ You know, honesty is the best policy. ]

I do think I have a better understanding of your distaste for Rubeans.

[bloodflows]

Some of them giving you grief, or is this whole thing just giving you grief?

It's the latter for me, honestly.

[condonation]

It's... I have endeavored to embrace so much, but the notion of murder for sport? The fact that we may return does not lessen the abhorrence.

[bloodflows]

Yeah... I don't like the added pressure of "do it before someone else does it to you", too.

Unnecessary pressure that's really not helping anyone make the decision. They'll either do it or they won't. Forcing it's just cruel.

( text )

[bloodflows]

do you like wearing darker or lighter color clothes?

[condonation]

Lighter, unless you were hoping to see me in something more somber.

[bloodflows]

[He could say "I'd like seeing you in nothing at all" but he's not sure he's allowed yet.]

okay, cool
i'm working on some leather working projects and i figured you might like some of the results?
belts, bags, that kind of thing

[condonation]

I would deeply appreciate anything you made for me. I've actually never received a gift from anyone I wasn't related to.

[bloodflows]

that so? well, be prepared to get one

I'll have some stuff ready by the end of the week if you'd like to come over and browse through

[abundance]

Forgive me the abruptness of this message. My name is Ningguang. I've seen some of your words shared in the recent discussions, and believe we are of similar viewpoint.

I'd like to invite you to tea, if you've the time to spare for me.

[condonation]

[ Wow, maybe she needs to disagree with people in public spaces more often. ]

That is just the kind of low stakes activity I could use right now.

[abundance]

Fortunate timing, then.

I live at the hostel, outside of town - though if you prefer not to venture past the walls, I'll be happy to come in to meet you.

[condonation]

I think I'd be fine beyond the walls, but I am... [ beaten ] not currently in a condition where I can stray far from the boarding house.

[abundance]

Then I shall meet you at the boarding house. I doubt the tea they stock there has improved since I left, so I'll make sure to bring extra.

( like 4:30 am during the long sleeps )

[bloodflows]

[You ever have something stupid bore a hole into your brain and refuse to leave? There's a thousand different things to worry about right now and instead of being a sane, rational guy who lets himself be hung up on the fact people are passing out left and right - he's stuck thinking about Farrah. And how she's passed the fuck out and who knows, maybe she won't wake up again. Maybe she'll get got by the void before she does, like other people have? And what does that mean for him?

Guilt. Stupid guilt. Like it's stupid, the guilt.]

I know you're having a really good nap right now and I should be sleeping too - but like, we can have this discussion later on, again? We really should, actually, I've been meaning to circle back t- shit, my point's just to say that uh.

[Deep sigh.]

It's-me-I'm-that-guy-Charles? You-were-looking-for-me-and-I-never-told-you-I'm-sorry.

8/1 post moot (voicemail if she is already Coma)

[rezni]

You spoke well at the Moot Hall today.

[condonation]

I wish it had made a difference, that I could take pride in the outcome.

[rezni]

You prevented an execution. I believe that's something to take pride in.

[condonation]

Did I prevent one? Ivica chose to be exiled out of fear of vengeance. I think she may be right.